aktiviti ari neh: G.O.T.O.N.G..R.O.Y.O.N.G~!!

haaa~~

oleh sebab ari neh awal aku mangun,,

(smalam tito lambat gler,, 3.30 bawu ley tito! huhu)

ase bersemangat lak nk mngemas halaman umah~

ceyyy!

pas breakfast,, angkut la tentera2 ku berjuang! haha~

masing2 pd awlnya nmpak sgt bersemangat jugak!

well done~!!

haha~

tp,, pancit sbelom masanya!

adoiii~

last2 tinggal la aku sowang......smpai tghari gak kowt!

nak xnak, kne abiskn laa,,

sedey pown ad! waaaaaaaa~!! =(

anak buah aku (Muhammad) ckp:
"Mak Ndak,, rehat la dlu, panas tu~ "

hehe... sejuk hati neh,, ad perikmanusiaan gak budak neh...

tp, xley la nk stop, abiskan la!

yg xtahan tu nk kne angkat batubata, (yg beso2), pasu bunga,,

x gne body mechanic okeh!!

haaa~ agak2 ape side effect ble wat2 kuat cmtu?

hihihihi... backache la!! adesss~

nk mnyesal pown x gne~

pe agi,, akibat kpenatan mlampau + smalam x ckup tito,,

tertito la aku...wat peta dunia dlm sejam lebey~

wawawa~ (eh, xde lah peta dunia,, tp sempat la mimpi..hee)

even bilik panas gler2, x amik kesah pown,, xdan nk amik pusing! haha

kalot nk tito je~

hihihihi... maluu plak ngaku!

besok InsyaALLAH akan mngemas umah agi..

mak dh tetapkan bhagian mne nk kemas! soo,, go2 chayok! huhu

K.A.R.M.A.~

dh lma aku dgr bnde tu, tp x sure bnde tu hape...

hihi~

1st time tawu...tett! =P

takot gak,, bub nnti kte dpt blk pe yg kte dh wat kt owg laen..

kalo kte wat baek, gud la..

tp, if wat jaat,,

tnggu la~

takot gak, kdg2 kte xde niat nk wat jaat kn?

(aceceyy,,dan2 lak aku! hikk! =P)

errr... betol la kn..

sape yg ske nk wat jaat kt owg laen kn?

kecuali la PENDENDAM~

pendendam pown berdendam coz sblom neh die penah kne kn?

so,, KARMA di situ~

dah gilak kowt?

aku ase aku dh gila la~

korang ase cmtu x?

seyes,,, aku xley nk rilex!

mood swing,,

emosi sukati nk bertukar2,,

sedey, marah, hepy,, sume bercampur baur!

jgn ckp nk refer aku ke psy~!!

Ya Allah,,,,

hambaMu neh sgt2 lemah,,

kuatkn aku Ya ALLAH....

berikan aku ketenangan..........................

di saat aku sendirian hadapi semua ini,,

bantu lah aku Ya ALLAH........

nmpak sgt aku mmg teruk!

pas sowang, sowang agi pegi...

then, now?

i am alone!

such a great feeling now...

until im speechless..........

duno 2 whom 2 talk 2.....

im sucks!!

rily2 sucks!!!!!!!!

away mencari ketenangan...

pegi la,, tp blk cpt k?

adik tnggu... =)

(tunggu dgn pnuh harapan..)

p/s: maaf terguna "sy"....

thnx coz stand beside me...

thanx last nite,,

as my life bcome zero,,

he catch me..

ur words rily calmed me..

even im not even say anything,

u gv me ur hands as i rily need..

i duno what happen 2 me,,

but i feel very weak!

i cant stand!

i dun hv D strength~

i miss both of U~

both of u make me calm!

both of u make me strong~!!

pleaz dun go away from me........

i dunno how 2 say anymore,, i rily need U & U........

IMY & CRY~

damn teruk ase!

ase ilang~~

rily miss u...

pleaz come back......

i wait 4 u....

until u become u........

adoiii,, air mata neh sucks!

lemah kowt..

smangat pown ilang....

ntah ble ia akan kmbali~

rily want u back....

take ur time...

semakin hari, semakin jaoh...

sy xtawu if sy ad wat salah, tlg gtaw sy...

sy sedey ble kte dh makin jauh...

ble sy try wat awk ketawa pown, sy dh failed skrg,,,

sy gagal!

dlu awk slalu ckp, awk kuat if ad sy,

sy snyuman awk,

sy boley wat awk tenang,,

tp, skrg no more........

nape kte dh xley senyum n ktawa skrg??

nape????????

sy ad salah kew??

tolong maafkn sy...

sy perlukan awk,,

awk kekuatan sy...

ble sy ckp sy ok,, tlg jgn caye,,,

bub sy sbnrnye x ok..............

ble awk xde, sy terumbang ambing,,

ble awk xde, sy trlalu windukan awk....

sy windu kakak sy tu...

sampai BILA~

pelik lak entry neh..

xpe2, go on..

aku neh xde la mulia~

tett! x mulia lgsung!

juz aku ase aku boley la nk brtolak ansur ngan owg laen~

stakat nk mngalah tu,, no hal~

yela kn, smpai ble nk cmtu kn....

"SAMPAI BILA NAK CAMTU??"

quote tu slalu aku gne ble kpala hotak aku dh xlarat nk berpikir...

lantak la owg nk ckp aku neh lemah @ a surrender...

so what??

diz is my life!

i am who i am~

i like being me~

if u dun like me,, u MAY GO!

DGN SGALA HORMAT NYA~ aku bentang karpet merah k?

K.E.C.E.W.A~

dh lme nk post neh sbnrnye, tp x smpt + xde mood~

cmne nk ckp erk?

xtawu mybe bub aku neh trlalu emo @ what so ever,

tp,, seyes ble aku bg nasihat brdasarkan ilmu yg dh aku dpt,

tp owg maen2 plak,, saat aku betol2 isau,,

smpaikan mngalir air jernih dr mata aku,,

diowg kt sne boley plak gelak2...

seolah2 memerli ilmu yg dh aku dpt,,

mcm xde guna pown aku penat2 blajar, ble xley nk apply utk diowg yg aku syg!

aku ase GIVE UP!

smpai skrg, setiap kali tgk diowg, aku xkn lupa~

aku dh mls nk ckp pape,,

even diowg mntak pndangan aku pown, aku xkn ckp pape dh....

ok,, now i'll keep silent!

so,, do watever u all wanna do...

i dun care!