muhasabah.....

think of all my -ve things~~

my words alwez stab others~

im sory~

my actions make others hurt?

im sory~

im not a gud daughter, gud sis, gud fren~

im rily sory~

i duno how 2 settle things i've ady messed of~

im sory~

i think overbroad sumtimes~

im sory~

im -ve ly thinked type of person~

so sory~

i thought myself r strong, but yet, my tears still cum out~

im sory~

i duno how 2 keep my real feelings sumtimes,, & i juz voice it out~

i ony realized when sum1 got hurted by me~

im rily sory~

im so weak in decison making~

sory~

i stop communicating & be mute when my mind started 2 think~

sory~

when my mouth says im ok~

i think my heart says im not~

so sory~

i do have intention 2 make frenz wif all~

but it depend on how they treated me~

sory~

i rily hate 2 b hypocrite!

but, im rily gud in it~

sory~

i want 2 make others hepy when im still around,

but, totally failed, since i've hurted so many people until now~

im sory~

i dun like 2 compare things before & recently~

but, i alwez did dat!

rily sory~

im very weak in remembering, even special events~

but, i alwez save them in my notes!

it means: im trying 2 remember~

coz i dun want 2 4get d very special things in my life~

im sory if others see me as i cant remember even simple things~

yes! dats me~ sory!

*my words alwez stab others~

do i need 2 b silent?

i think so~