thinking~ again.......... & again.... until i die!

bnyak utk difikir,,

smpai xtawu yg mne nk fikir............

bnyak btol salah aku smpai xtawu ade x yg btol..

n now, d headache is coming............

biar!

pikir smpai mati~

* aku mntak maaf ble aku xdpt control mrh aku..

ble aku lpas kt owg laen..

ble aku wat prangai teruk2..

maafkn aku..

hope persahabatan kte brpanjangan..

aku syg kamu, sahabat~

* maaf ble sy xtawu nk wat kptusan tntg hati sy,

sy syg awk,

tp sy xley awk asyik tnye tntg prasaan sy...

ckup2 la ble sy dh ckp sy syg awk.. ape agi awk nk sy ckp?

perlu kew sy ckp pnjang2 & biar awak pikir bnyak2 kali tntg prasaan sy?

sy xnk nnti sy tros baran & wat awk agi..

tlg paham sy cmne...

jgn irritate sy ngn soalan2 yg pelik2...

awk tlg la pikirkan utk sy ape yg awk nak..

sy dh xlarat nk pikir.............................

* ble ngah buntu neh, xde sape utk dibgtaw...

so, trpakse cari blog neh, ckp tntg prasaan kt cni..

kat mne agi nk gtaw kn..

dh xde sape!!!

xde sape ngn sy!!!

col mak,, xdpt~

ntah ape yg prob, line ke ape ke...

xde sape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh xde sape!!!!

die ckp die ad, tp,, sy xtawu ape brita die..

ase sy nk pegi je sne!

if ad trnsport sndirik, dh lame sy smpai sane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tp sy xnk wat die isau, wat die mrh~

tp sy nk tawu sal die!!!!!

nak ad ngn die!!!!

die xnk sy kew??

* mlm yg amat sunyi..

tnpa ketawa, tanpa senyuman...

hnya kerutan di dahi...

& airmata peneman hati....

xde penawar....

sujud...................................

* maaf utk sume owg, b, kwn2,,

im not perfect, n i dun try my best 2 b d bestest!

but, i want u all 2 noe dat u all r my bestest!!!

my bestest fren, bestest bf, bestest sis~

i hope u noe...pleaz remember me, & forgive me when i still got time~

coz i still wanna see ur smile, hear ur laugh, hold ur hands,,, hug u when u r in blue.....

& pleaz b wif me.... coz i cant lose u all.........................................

* of coz i do want to take care of ur heart, but yet, im so selfish~

only want other people to tc of my heart~

wanna noe sumthing?

im so sory if u r pain bcoz of my words,, but, only wif u,, sy jujur ngn sume bnde..

sy gtaw sume...

except d 1 i want 2 surprise u~