kdg2 aku bingung jd diri aku..

seyesly~

ble fkir2 blk, mcm sowg OKU~!!

bukn fzikal, tp bout myself~

xmampu nak wat pape,,

x mampu nk nasihatkan sape2,,

& d worst part is, x mampu nk jadik mcm mane agi utk tnjuk my caring~~

mybe aku kne blajar agi cara2 sbnar utk jadik sowg manusia~yg baek~

sowg anak yg baek~

sowg adik yg baek~

sowg kwn yg baek~

sowg sahabat yg baek~

& smua yg baek2~

dah sah2 aku mmg bukn owg baek~

seyes, aku mntak maaf kalo aku x mampu jadik smua yg baek2~

utk smua owg~

aku mntak maaf sgt2~

aku kalo boley nk smua owg tawu aku nk jadik yg terbaek utk smua owg~

tp mybe bub aku terlebey try~

@ x ckup try~

ntah! aku xtawu gak, n aku pown xpaham nape aku neh susah nk influence owg~

aku nasihat, owg xnak dgr,

aku ckp, msti ad salahnye,

snang citer, ape aku wat, msti x kne~!!

& tu wat aku takot nak wat pape dah!!!!

n aku dh ckup gv up ngan diri aku~

ckup3 gv up~!!

kdg2 ble aku nasihat, owg xnk dgr,

mula trdetik kat hati jahat aku,

"lantak ko lah nk watpe pown!!! jgn nyesal sudah!!!!!"

jgn anggap ble aku dh stop ckp, mksudnye aku dh penat nk layan korang!

tp tu sbnrnye bub aku sgt3 gv up ngan diri aku!

bub aku x mmpu wat pape!

aku x mmpu nk nasihat sahabat2 aku! or sape2 la~

kalo la ad sape2 yg faham prasaan down yg mcm neh~

yg pling sedey, ble tanpa aku tawu, my sahabat made a dcision by own self, never tell me..

only after submit up only i knew bout it~ ok! im crying! yup! i admit~!!

who am i @ ur side? yes, u r my very best3fren @ my side, anything, i mostly will ask ur opinion 1st before i did sumthing~ anything, i'll tell u 1st bfore others~ but when u did dat,,,,

ok~~ its ok~

im not soooooooooooooooo like how u r to me~ ok~ got it~

live happily~~